we are totally different...

i am going to hell but my heart is in australia.

i dun want to give up, but i am honestly sick of the shit that happens always.

if it ends, i hope it ends well, sry for wasting your time.

if it continues, i hope shit wont happen time and again.

once again, its all my fault, i created the situation we have today.

*iloveyou*

dun even want to go out during liberty or weekends because of this stupid time difference, ah well, your loneliness is more important.

why htc snap so lousy one...

causing me alot of problems knn...

stupid ns life cant get camera phone, stupid bb non cam no stock, stupid me no money.

repetition.

everyday just waking up doing the same thing, afraid of what will occur when something happens again.

in camp, outside camp, at home, outside home, all the same, fear and sickness kicks in.

when will this feeling stop?

*the challenge i took up at the very start, the promise i made, no turning back.*

can't wait to ord and carry on with life

my life sux rly bad now especially when i am still a trainee after so long!

but at least the money is good compared to other units.

i want:

my baby to be back for good. (first and most important thing on my list :D i miss her T.T )

a new laptop man, the current one is manageable but laggy sometimes. (getting after ORD since i use my laptop like what, twice a week?)

a psp to play in camp after POP mayb? (see price first)

a new smart phone for playing those awesome games and whatsapping baby when she is overseas, hole in pocket with all the overseas smses. (probably getting after ORD ba so the whatsapping is redudant.)

to gym! (pass out sure gym like siao one!)

to ORD. (so i can spend time with baby as and when i can and get on with life, study ACCA, get a job, promote, have a kid, have two kids, happily ever after...)

ah damn sian book in tml, fked up trainee life!

i need you here too...