wow i am broke...

lol has changed too much... bye bye lol.

bought this drum (mini version) from my bintan trip

wtf.

i have no idea how to feel about all these... its all just happening too quickly...

ahhh $$$$ 不够用

they found it

blog compromised by 36th batch naval divers.

NEW COM!

bought new computer
super fast and shiok :)

svm results...

not bad timing even though i was last among my friends :)

gpmg range

seeing bullets travel from the rifle to the target... very nice, its like archery but more shiok. glad i quit archery lol.

5 more days!

2 more wks!

happy birthday?

come back soon baby!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

went back to eating cup noodles in camp after abstaining for months...
had 2 last wk... must stop this madness!

sian...

it seems that non competitive dun have timings... den give us the stupid chip for what sia -.-

anw, i started deadlifts last wk, thursday to be exact, its saturday nw and i still cant walk properly... hoseh liao la, monday gt 6k time run, no nid run liao.

AHM2012

today i put up, kept overtaking people, kept running throughout never stop!

i think its because of the diver singlet, wear le got special power, cannot lose to people XD

stay tuned for my results...

signed up!

my first vertical marathon!

wasted effort

should had put up more in the last round... few seconds only... gah!

that moment

• when you finish a run and your whole body is full of sweat and you can't catch your breath
• when you finish your gym workout and your muscles aches and you feel like jelly
• when you go out of your comfort zone and cannot believe what you just accomplished
• when you are in a game and the tables are turned in your favour.
• when you are super hungry and you get to eat
• when you get a new gadget to play with
• when you see your loved one smiling
• when you are close to your loved one

departure

just sent her off...

but she will be back soon :)

looking forward to that!

that feeling.

problem.

keep downloading movies but end up never watching or deleting them coz no mood watch...

what if they were good movies?

i want...

i know its too early to say this but after ORD I want:

• a new phone
• a new computer
• a new hairstyle
• a new job

now life in ndu is mostly marching and marching and marching...

SAF day parade is coming soon but the real deal is NDP, finally went to floating platform to rehearse yesterday and finally got KFC lunch (KFC all the way man!).

cant wait to get parade over and done with so can hit the water and do real naval diver work!

Would You Rather Be Right Or Happy?

my cabin mate told me about this interesting statement few weeks ago and i googled it today, this was what i got.
http://www.positivelypositive.com/2012/01/21/right-or-happy/
struggling with my inner ego always... must strive for happinness!

looked around the website and found a few more interesting articles, thought i did share...

http://www.positivelypositive.com/2012/05/18/is-your-mate-making-you-crazy/

http://www.positivelypositive.com/2012/03/24/a-simple-way-to-take-criticism-gracefully/

http://www.positivelypositive.com/2012/03/25/5-principles-of-love/

hoped u enjoyed them :)

B.A.D.

Bored.Aimless.Desperate.

posted to udg

new challenges ahead!

WHY?!?!?!

pass out like no pass out!

stupid sia endless stand by bed!

let me OTOT lei!

happy :)

lolol

remember i posted the double down ad ytd?
some guy found something wrong with it..



then kfc updated the new prices on their website today.



funneh

its finally here...

WEEEEE

GOT MY BB!
its a 2nd hand bb bold 9700 for $340

worth it coz i finally can whatsapp baby, damn hard to find i tell u, search bishan den go amk den finally found.

it seems i dunnid subscribe the bb service so i guess its cool XD woo! time to sexplore my new phone bye!

update on bb decision

went to singtel, found out i cannot upgrade but can only get the additional bb service which is extra 14/mth, adding to my current plan my bill will be about 55/mth.

i plan to get a 2nd hand bb 9780 which will cost about 350-400.

think its worth it i guess, to whatsapp dear <3

shall go down to hp shop at my house downstairs ask price tml.

jia lat

feel like getting bb just for whatsapp so can whatsapp baby coz shes overseas.

bb costs 650. den nid upgrade plan to 50/mth de.

other costs i have are:

300/mth to mysavings account

100/mth to dad's cpf account coz of poly fees

food and transport (variable)

i currently draw about 800 if cmpb gives me correct amount.

so per month i will have 350 to spend for food and transport.

bb cost will be covered in 2-3 months.

nt bad i guess, ltr go singtel ask price. hope got no extra charge.

still need to save money for going to australia to visit baby at year end, dunno how much it will cost also, rahhh!

haiz, guess this is life... :/

NDP here i come!

just drew my training number one uniform from tuas naval base today.

trying on the sizes was a bitch because they are for training and the ones that we picked from are from previous batches (tailor made) so kinda hard to find one that fit perfectly.

but no worries, on the day itself, we will get our tailor made ones :)

the uniform is totally white so we all look like ip man chen zhen seriously without the shoulder tabs, rank and badges.

training starts next tuesday, heard its gonna be tues, thurs, sat until 9/8 so good luck guys!

hope baby is understanding about this... <3

new bag to bring arnd ndu :)

HELL WEEK SECURED!

didnt think i could have made it so far...

awesome man! hell week was not as tough as expected... so i guess its a pretty good thing!

hooyah no more chow run!

we are totally different...

i am going to hell but my heart is in australia.

i dun want to give up, but i am honestly sick of the shit that happens always.

if it ends, i hope it ends well, sry for wasting your time.

if it continues, i hope shit wont happen time and again.

once again, its all my fault, i created the situation we have today.

*iloveyou*

dun even want to go out during liberty or weekends because of this stupid time difference, ah well, your loneliness is more important.

why htc snap so lousy one...

causing me alot of problems knn...

stupid ns life cant get camera phone, stupid bb non cam no stock, stupid me no money.

repetition.

everyday just waking up doing the same thing, afraid of what will occur when something happens again.

in camp, outside camp, at home, outside home, all the same, fear and sickness kicks in.

when will this feeling stop?

*the challenge i took up at the very start, the promise i made, no turning back.*

can't wait to ord and carry on with life

my life sux rly bad now especially when i am still a trainee after so long!

but at least the money is good compared to other units.

i want:

my baby to be back for good. (first and most important thing on my list :D i miss her T.T )

a new laptop man, the current one is manageable but laggy sometimes. (getting after ORD since i use my laptop like what, twice a week?)

a psp to play in camp after POP mayb? (see price first)

a new smart phone for playing those awesome games and whatsapping baby when she is overseas, hole in pocket with all the overseas smses. (probably getting after ORD ba so the whatsapping is redudant.)

to gym! (pass out sure gym like siao one!)

to ORD. (so i can spend time with baby as and when i can and get on with life, study ACCA, get a job, promote, have a kid, have two kids, happily ever after...)

ah damn sian book in tml, fked up trainee life!

i need you here too...

awesome gif